Memories

For Japan:

Memories
Water
All together
All mixed up
A bunch of thoughts
A lot of lies
Woven into that:
Me
And the water
The dark deep waves
The sound
Strange
The picture
Surreal
The thought
Impossible
Hidden under a layer of sorrow
Under a cloud of pain
Leaving me no choice
Only surrender
No
Not even that
I wouldn't be able to
Which leaves me plan B
But how?
Where?
What happened to you?
I try to think even if it's painful
I try to remember although it's excruciating
And then I get it
All at once
I remember
I wish I wouldn't

©Viktoria Buben 2011